I know I’ve been pretty nonexistent from your life. I feel like I’ve been semi nonexistent in mine, also. I don’t know what my problem is.
I know what part of my problem is. I feel like I’m in a lull in my life-long marriage to working out. I have been SO slack in my working out, especially in the past two months.
I know it seems that I’ve disappeared from the interwebs, but I haven’t. I think I had such big expectations when I started my blog. I had big expectations for my running and so my downfall in both were correlated.
When I started this blog, I thought to myself, “Self, if I start a blog about my workouts and eating, I’ll workout more, or at least work out better with greater results. And maybe I’ll cook more, broaden my horizons.” So when I was going downhill with my lack of running and cooking, I essentially had nothing to blog about.
I have a half marathon in FIVE days and my last LR was about 3 1/2 weeks ago and it was only 10 miles. Yeah, it was the last one I blogged about. Am I nervous about this race? Oh hell yes! But it won’t kill me. I might not be able to run the whole thing without walking and I might not even break the time from my last (first ever) half, but I’m still going to give it a shot.
Maybe after this race things will pick up for me because I won’t be pressured for a race. I don’t want to do anything else because I’m so close to race day.
Only time will tell. I have kept up with reading my peeps I
stalk follow and I wish everyone well with all they are going thru and have planned!